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Me, Myself and I : I think that if you are reading think you probably know me by now, but if not, then : My friend called me X, yeah, must be the left over from my X-Philes day, I think I still am, really. So, it's X. What I do for a living is not really important, just know that most of the time it's boring. My favorite things to do... I read, a lot, and I write, some. I watch a lot of movie (certain kind of movie) and a lot of anime, yes Japanese Anime. I got a collection of them and also what I tried to watch with fansub on week to week basis (which is a lot) and go out and get the ones I like when it actually licenced and out in my neck of the wood.
Movies and Tv Show, oh yeah, those are the 'must' for me. I watch at least 10 shows each week, so that's a lot of TV right there, as for movie I tried to see them (the ones I'm interested in, which is easy to say that it doesn't include comedy or romance in anyway).
Music : NIN, Staind, Taking Back Sunday, Chevelle, Disturbed, P.Roach, Mary Elizabeth McGlyn, Evanescence, Finch, I think you kinda get the idea.
Books : murder mysteries, fantasy, horror, sci-fi, slash blah blah blah....
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Poster Girls : Sarah Connor and Cameron Philips
Series : Terminator : The Sarah Connor Chronicles
Program : The always faithful Photoshop and Dreamweaver, because I can't code everything by hand, just don't have that kind of patient.
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January 24, 2002
Status: Trying to relax
Listen: Remember Me [ Hoobastank ]
Last night I was entirely dazed with Nyquil kicked in fully but tried to stay awake a bit longer in case I got the call back, of course I didn't get any call. Then I gave my head a free rein and let my thoughts just run wild. And I was thinking how people like to say that there is someone for everyone. Something that I disagreed, I think that not everyone was meant to be with someone. And I might be one of those that wasn't meant to be with anyone and I guess I'm ok with that. I think that thought comfort me more than when I was told that someday somewhere I'll find someone that would love me just as much as I would love them. I'm not waiting for that. If it happens, great. If it doesn't happen then well, life goes on. Already have someone that I love, and all I want was for her to be happy, I'll settle for that, and I'm willing to just walk away.
I want happiness
I seek happiness
to cause your happiness,
to be your happiness
take me
to a true elsewhere,
deliver me,
a bird in a gilded cage,
a berd bereft of flight,
a bird that cannot cry,
a bird all by itself
so take me
I want happiness
happy just to be with you
happy just to see you smile
so take me
to a true elsewhere
please, take me
to happiness
my first thought
and my last wish,
a promised land where fairies wait
with room just enough for two
so deliver me, help me
to forget the tribulation of day
and to stay in this dream of night,
where I can be thinking of you forver
take me
to my bliss
[ Clover: Clamp ]
Think that pretty much covered how I feel.
[ X: feeling a bit empty ]
X
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